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So we sort of have a new(ish) thing in IT. Whenever someone goes on holiday we have to bring back something for the tatt collection.
Now im not one for breaking traditions so on my endevaours to Blackpool last week i picked something up for the collection.
Today i was politely (non sarcasticaly) asked to take it back.
Apparantly Golliwogs are considered pushing the envelope a bit...Current Mood:  amused |
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So as usuall the impulse over took me and i got another body mod
( Read more... )
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Ive been in a reflective mood
because of this ive been reading through my old LJ posts and comments.
I usually save such posts for the annual mopey post.
Reading back, i been through alot. about 4 years of hurt, elation, love, pain, self loathing and alot more.
Im going to open up a little here (in a good non emo way).
Having read back ive seen people who i was close to and fell out with but offered me sage advice and what seemed genuine concern.
I have made knee jerk reactions.
And i have distanced myself from some people through a lack of self reinforcement and assumption that i wasnt good enough to be considered in said peoples prescence or was putting upon these people (no offence to said people, just my mind throwing things in my path to becoming a real human being).
Ive let people into my life and fallen for others
( opening up dont read if u dont care )
I have seen people who barely know me give me sage advice and loving attention through nothing other than the sheer kindness of another human being. You know who you are. You have been through so much but still find it in your hearts to encompass another person, frankly i despise what i once was, not because i was upset, but because i was so self obsessed to not realise how much life has to offer and how lucky i am.
You guys are an inspiration, and frankly i am in awe of what you do on a daily basis and yet encompass your close friends, i seek to emulate it and wish to become a better friend. Im still human so i aint perfect.
Now however since i have seen you all fighting the odds and being fantastic my life has been better just by witnessing yourselves and adopting a better outlook on life.
I thank you all, the ones that have helped me and stuck by me all these years, the new friends that have accepted me for who i am. And the friends going through so much more but not judging myself or others for their tribulations, truly you are the hero's in my eyes.
You are all amazing, i just hope i can be for you too, my life is turning up in my eyes, and if it means i stand in hell holding you all up, ill bring you all up with me.
So im here for you, i cant promise ill be the cure all, but whatever power you believe in be damned, im gonna fucking try...Current Mood: accomplished Current Music: Ministry - B92FMPlayer |
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Anyone not going maelstrom fancy coming over for drinkies and dvd's games on easter weekend?
whens best for people? im thinking saturday
Apr. 7th, 2009 @ 07:26 pm
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Apr. 6th, 2009 @ 08:15 am
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today i spoke to my sister...
i didnt really know till today...
Apr. 6th, 2009 @ 01:31 am
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Last night saw me after a long time on a date. Spent the majority of the night in grand central talking constantly (2 way not just me jabbering) untill they had to chuck us out.
Shes polish (you know how i have a thing for accents), living in england (before you all start thinking im making the mistake of long distance), and a teacher (so she is smart and successful). Although we are both very aware of eachothers wants and needs, it pays to be honest and upfront.
I also got into work with only 10 mins to spare, this may or may not be directly related to how well the rest of the date went...
Apr. 3rd, 2009 @ 12:09 pm
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Untill i get the naked photos back off my tattooist these will have to do:
( i feed it every morning... )
Apr. 1st, 2009 @ 11:18 pm
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I start my holidays tomorrow :D
I get a new PC tomorrow :D
I get a new tattoo next thursday :D
Related to the last two it also means i may be an ikkle skint next week while im off. But i dont want to spend my whole week(days) sat in risking a resubscription to WoW.
So anyone who isnt working at some point during the week fancy meeting up? People fancy starting a LAN/XBOX party/session (ill have two pc's y'see)?
Just wanna see people and do stuff without having to spend vast amounts of mulah.
Stay safe y'all
Mar. 19th, 2009 @ 05:46 pm
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Im looking at replacing my old pc with an upgraded one.
Mainly for gaming.
Anyone got any tips as for technology (i must admit i am partial to nvidia chipsets) and/or good websites (ones that let me customise for instance) for ordering from?
My budget is about £700-£900 pounds (not including monitor or peripherals but a new monitor would be nice too)
Mar. 18th, 2009 @ 12:27 pm
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So my plans for my weeks holiday on the 22nd have fallen through...
now normally id be moping and upset and blah blah
but i find myself upbeat and excited about new things and future endevours
so anyone free at a similar time fancy hanging out at chez MJ? or fancy going out and doing something, ive saved money and everything!
Mar. 10th, 2009 @ 06:15 pm
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had a few cool people turn up friday :D was good fun and had a good 4 way gears of war 2 battle going on. Anyone bored sat and sun feel free to turn up ill be in all day like a sad bastard :P
stay safe all
Feb. 28th, 2009 @ 02:50 am
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Courtesy of ![[info]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif) phyrbyrd
My First Body Modification:
Was my tongue about 8 years ago, not sure why i went so extreme for my first piercing, but was with my first GF. I had no anaesthetic and she cried cos i squeezed her hand so hard and i looked like i was in agony, i must admit my tongue being pierced was probably the most agonising thing i have been through, close second to having back of my knee tattoo'd. ALthough having said that i am still glad i had it done and it feels awesome. (and for other people too aparantly ;))
Cats:
Used to like them, i dont dislike them per se, but i will now definatevly not get cats or look unfavourably on potential housemates with cats. Not that i hate them, just i have little patience for house training or small annoying things (probably why im best not having kids). Now branni and jaxx where wonderful and amusing, possibly the only reason why i still tolerate cats, but the fucking mutant freak head fuck that i currently live with is messing with my branni/jaxx karma.
Basically i dont mind cats, but couldnt live with them.
The Chicken Dance
I can only assume this is liz taking a dig at my "dancing" in rockworld. tbh as long as someone is enjoying themselves while dancing i dont give a shit, and if someone is dancing in my lap (albeit if they are hot) i wouldnt say no. although i do have a nasty habit of "dancing sexily" during certain songs in rockworld, what actually happens is im pissed up and decide to take the piss out of everyone trying to pull by gyrating excessively and using the barrier poles to pole dance on.
Cupcakes
If they have lemon then im game, i have a thing for lemon, i dont know what it is... Never tried making them but i should one day, just to give someone i dislike the runs
What I Did On My Holidays
I ve not been on holiday since god knows when (last time i was dating liz and went prague with adam and i wont say what went on). But i do have a fantastic week planned end of march for a holiday where my polish friend comes to visit. Ill relay more once it happens :)
Feb. 19th, 2009 @ 11:50 pm
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Im going to try celibacy for a month (yes i know ive gone longer without sex but this is a concious decision to turn it down if its offered).
I have several reasons for this but one is part of my new found energy, im going gym, eating (a little) better, drinking less, and alot happier and for longer than i used to be. Im basically seeing if my will is upto the task and proving something to myself.
So if you see me and im shaking and/or irritable to snap your head off thats why.
Feb. 13th, 2009 @ 10:39 am
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